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Argetlam wrote:i wish things were the same for me right now, i know i'm sounding a bit self centered but i want to get all of it off my chest, the usual methods of making me get over heart ache, like music and reading and stuff like that, it just isn't helping me at all, there has to be some way for me to get over it and get back to normal, but right now i feel like im been trapped in a box and shaken up all the time, it hurts and there doesn't seem to be any escape at all right now, its almost as if my emotions are digging me into a grave before it all pulls the trigger and kills me completely.

please, some one help me escape from this hell hole I've fallen into.

I think the only person who can help you is yourself. But unfortunately, it sounds like everyone has their own effective method of recovering. and you haven't found yours yet. Just hang in there, and maybe you will. try and focus on the good things in your life.

i know and I'm trying different things when i'm alone, but they all fail and i seem to be sinking in deeper into an abyss, me trying to look at the good things in my life won't be any good lol because most of my life is a blur, i don't remember many things from my past and it seems that the only things i can remember are painful, the only good times i can remember are brief times like when i met the person who is now my closest friend in the world, but thats all, the rest is just bad stuff, i can't even remember the first time i felt great, its just a blur in my increasingly bad memory.

But i won't give up, people have suffered the same as me and they have suffered worse than me and gotten through it, so there is hope for me yet.

Just remember my little....tactic.... See life as a battle... A battle in which you'll never surrender....

sounds like a plan, i'll give it a go and see how i do

Don't worry. you'll get over it eventually. somehow.

im not trying to get over it comletely, i just want to be able to love the person AND not be depressed but so far no luck, im gonna keep at it though

Argetlam wrote:im not trying to get over it comletely, i just want to be able to love the person AND not be depressed but so far no luck, im gonna keep at it though

I'm not sure that's possible... but I hope ya succeed.

im sure i'll manage, i have my friends there for me which is great

i hope other people in the same situation as i am in right now will manage and i hope they also have a great group of friends that are always there to help them out

Yeah well thats the whole thing of life I guess......
Dancing monkey will keep my spirits up

Black Mamba wrote:Yeah well thats the whole thing of life I guess......
Dancing monkey will keep my spirits up

good on ya!

You fancy anyone at the moment?? :<3:

i love someone if that counts

Yeah well I do too *not matthew*

lol we know that you don't love matthew

Argetlam wrote:lol we know that you don't love matthew

Do we? Just kidding!

I don't fancy anyone. Theres no one decent round here.