Love

You fancy anyone at the moment?? :<3:

i love someone if that counts

Yeah well I do too *not matthew*

lol we know that you don't love matthew

Argetlam wrote:lol we know that you don't love matthew

Do we? Just kidding!

I don't fancy anyone. Theres no one decent round here.

fair enough

i have plenty of good experiences regarding love... but i have just as many bad ones too

although i must say, my current situation is only bad when i remember about the distance between us

Good to know someone's had good experiences of love.

had to happen some time

of course it did
i just wish it didn't take a few people messing with my head to find the good people in my life

A few people messing with your head..? (Don't mind me, I'm pretty nosey. Just tell me to fuck off if I'm bein too nosey lol)

most love problems are because of people messing with other peoples heads

whatever is wrong in your life right now will soon right itself, it takes time but it works out in the end, although not always good though :|

Hm... So how's your...problem..?

still fighting it, with some difficulty, it caused me to lose a whole nights sleep last night

Oh dear... You spent all night dwelling on it..? That never reall happened to me.. If i felt it doing that, I used to push it outta my mid.

i read two books and listened to music all night on my phone to try and get it out of my head but no matter what, it was there, tormenting me

Poor you...

i guess i'll have to get used to it, i am figting it, i will keep fighting it, i just havent found a really effective way of battling it yet, i am giving ground to it but very slowly, i wll have my good days where it doesnt bother me at all but it always comes back and haunts me, but im not giving up

Well.... talking about it helps sometimes... do you feel any better...?

yeah a little, it does help to tall, now im just really tired but if i go to sleep, i will either have another nightmare about it or i will wake up with a green moustache on me lol

You have nightmares about it? Like what..?

i cant really remember the nightmares, they're very vauge but all i can remember is that there is a female in it and after a certain part, i wake up and i cant remember what that part is, it scares me

strange.. i never used to have nightmares... sleep was the only time when i wasn't plagued by the..pain..

i wish i could escape like that, butit just keeps on at me, thats why i didnt sleep last night, i was afraid of the nightmare, i dont want to go to sleep and have it anymore

i dont know how to help you... i cant even help myself..